Thursday, August 12, 2010
I am offically left with exactly two more weeks before going into tekong!!
Been doing almost everything what I wanted during this holidays! esp. eating alotalot! something which I will need to control and will miss during the 19 weeks BMT in tekong!! and it is kind of amazing that I don't mind travelling to the west to go kbox, mahjong or just a simple meal!!
Anyways, I'm being very positive about this national service.. After all, it's not by choice that we all must serve the nation.. It's like the way we brought up in Singapore, that going primary, secondary and tertiary school is a must-do-thing.. Though, the two years wont be easy but everyone will go through it eventually!! I just hope that I meet good people/friends inside because they are the only thing that can make ur live easier in army.. Don't really think that any vocation is easy unless I will down-pes which I guess its impossible!
I'm really really happy with it but there is still this phobia in me that I know won't go away and I guess, that phobia, will do me good!! because I dun want to end up like how I ended up.. But whatever it is, I just think that whatever that has been done, still doing and will be doing are all worth it and I wont regret.. Not regretting, will be the most important.. So whatever that happens next, I will just accept it as it was once that awesome and I'm satisfied..
At times, greed gets the better of human being and they always expect more after something has been achieved and this cycle will continue on and on.. but sometimes, being satisfied with what you have is another kind of pleasure.. It's not that we are easily to satisfied or we have lower expectation than others.. It is because we know how to treasure and be contented with what we have..