I spent this night or rather morning thinking about this chance that has been given to me.. Maybe a very lucky chance that I would never imagine that I could have at this point in time.. That's being a sales agent & having a mentor, Jasmine who is the team leader of a company which is a rare chance for many.. and I have only learnt that when people started to tell me that it is my honour to be under her and she telling me that she wants to groom me to be as successful as her..

Through out my training, she really shower care & concern to me like msg-ing me if I had an umbrella because it's raining heavily and also giving me a lift in her car when possible.. The twist is this, I know what I want to do in my future after Uni and whatever job that I am having now will only be for short term but this is not what Jasmine wants me to be.. It is quite clear that she wants me to be successful in this company whether I am in the army or not.. and this seriously stress me alot during training, people telling me that it is an honour, people saying "you are under Ms Jasmine right?"!!!

Maybe I just dun know how lucky I am but I have decided to turn this down before I get myself committed to working with her because I know I will disappoint her more if I officially start working for her.. Well, I dun really know how to tell her this but I will find a way within two days.. but having said that, I really learn alot alot from them and network marketing which many people think it's a scam without really knowing what that really means..