I spent this night or rather morning thinking about this chance that has been given to me.. Maybe a very lucky chance that I would never imagine that I could have at this point in time.. That's being a sales agent & having a mentor, Jasmine who is the team leader of a company which is a rare chance for many.. and I have only learnt that when people started to tell me that it is my honour to be under her and she telling me that she wants to groom me to be as successful as her..

Through out my training, she really shower care & concern to me like msg-ing me if I had an umbrella because it's raining heavily and also giving me a lift in her car when possible.. The twist is this, I know what I want to do in my future after Uni and whatever job that I am having now will only be for short term but this is not what Jasmine wants me to be.. It is quite clear that she wants me to be successful in this company whether I am in the army or not.. and this seriously stress me alot during training, people telling me that it is an honour, people saying "you are under Ms Jasmine right?"!!!

Maybe I just dun know how lucky I am but I have decided to turn this down before I get myself committed to working with her because I know I will disappoint her more if I officially start working for her.. Well, I dun really know how to tell her this but I will find a way within two days.. but having said that, I really learn alot alot from them and network marketing which many people think it's a scam without really knowing what that really means..

HELLO!!! I'm back to blogging!! It feels like a long time since I last blogged, maybe because of everything that have happened!!

Everything that happened last week was just awesome with St. Patrick's concert @ Esplande and also the bali trip which is awesome to the max!! but no pictures for now cos it havent been uploaded!! *hinting to the person* HAHA!!

Let just start with our four days bali trip, which I called it awesome-ly sinful.. It was planned only two weeks before hand thus, the daily updates of the flights, accomodation, applying for leave or M.C & also all the other arrangement!! It's awesome-ly sinful cos of everything, we stayed in a villa with a private pool, it was on a hill top over-looking some parts of bali, have two HUGE toilets which are bigger than my bedroom, always having someone to drive the four of us around and to prepare for us breakfast!!

Well, the shopping there is quite limited and the price is not very cheap but the DVDs are god-damn cheap for such good quality man! really worth the buys.. so we went there, with the mindset of relaxing and just relaxing and we had all the time in the world!! Went to visit the 2002 bali-bomb site memorial, massage, shopping, dinner by the beach and most fun-of-all was river rafting!! We all really love it but it was also the most tiring activity! The air-boat we were on just bang into practically all the big rocks and stones in the river!! There were also times that I almost fell into the river!!

We spent almost half the time in the villa, enjoying the pool and sun-tanning!! In the night, we sat down by the pool to talk anything under the moon.. During one of the morning, we started throwing each other in the pool and pushing.. All in all, everything was awesome but come back, pocket hole got bigger! haha..

As for St. Patrick's School & Alumni concert was also heartwarming to see familiar faces and listening to the band.. Went for supper and then chilling out at Siglap!! And as much as everyone from my batch is looking forward to May 22's gathering, we-all-know-why la!!

Oh yea, for FOC 2010, camp fusion, I guess all went well and it pretty reminded me of Camp PIAK 2 somehow, somewhat and I enjoyed campfire to the max!!

And I enjoyed meeting friends whom I havent for few months, let it continue!! haha

I can't, I can't wait for this week to fly by so that next week will come faster!!
Waiting with so much anticipation for the St. Patrick's Alumni Band concert, hearing that familiar band sound and see-ing the familiar faces once again re-unite for this concert.. After which will be my bali trip, when and where we will live like kingssss.. haha..

Reality check: Today is Wednesday, I still have FOC for the weekends!!

But again, I really can't for the esplanade alumni concert on Monday, where I also performed twice in the concert hall, went for two competitions where victory never tasted that sweet, being ranked as the top few bands, went for two overseas trip namely Hawaii and Brisbane/Goldcoast being a member of St. Patrick's band.. It was also a time that we knew, we flew Singapore's flag and St. Patrick's school flag the highest to claim top two spots in Hawaii's competition..

Reality Check again: Those were all memories that will always be with me. Time now: 5:04 am, time to sleep.. Nites all!!

I feel that I have let you down, I didn't trust you.. I'm sorry..

At times, people are kind enough to forgive you after what hurtful words you have said, never try it again, for you will never know what's to happen next..

I really hope that the Bali trip is onzzzzzz!!

Does bringing someone down, makes you feel better ??

ok, as much as I hate to admit this, I'm emotionally unstable.. There is too much happenings that is happening right now but I will stay positive!!

Just wanna share this saying which I really like and found out a couple of years ago

What is your deepest fear?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our dark that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people don't feel insecure around you.We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsiously give other people to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.