Glad that everything is over already because it was all-so-wrong to begin with.. Not exactly if there is a right or wrong to even start, but everything got sorted out.. And I know what I should be feeling, I'm extremely happy though, it's like something off my shoulder.. It's good to clarify things because no one gets the wrong idea and then no one will blame each other for what had or has happened.. I'm taking it in my stride because I do not let this kind of thing affect the way I live my life(Sounds serious huh)Because to me, as long as I'm happy having all the freedom I have in my world then the rest, I dun really care about the consequences!! haha!! So, Just forget that this whole thing happened ok cos it's over!! haha!!

Actually, a part of me can't wait to enter army cos to get it over & done with and to let ppl see how slim I will be!!!(FYI, I was underweight till 10 years old when I became overweight) hahaha.. and you know to see my band batch mates all in army and getting out of it to go Uni is also another motivation to get out of it fast fast!! haha..

Time check: It's 6:07am at the bottom right of my laptop's screen, and if you are wondering why the hell I am even here.. cos I'm going for breakfast very soon and am here to kill time!!

As usual for me, holidays = body clock change, I sleep in the morning and awake in the night.. and now, If you are wondering what can I do in the night, it's hell lot for me currently.. haha!! It includes going to J.B to have supper and for my friend to pump petrol, prawning, K-box, supper-ing of cos, watching dramas & movie..

There are a couple more things that I have accomplished during this holidays like being a facilitator for bonding camp a.k.a leadership camp, mahjong-ing x2192182912, hanging out with all my old friends.. haha, ok, thats all my mind can think now actually..

I'm very sure that, give me a few more weeks like that and I will start complaining.. haha.. So I am gonna start looking for a job and hopefully get it.. Of cos, there are still things for me to look forward like taiwan trip! haha..
If anyone of you got any job lobang, PLS tell me!!!!! hahaha, but I do not want office hours job!! part-time will do and the pay must be reasonable most importantly!! hahaha..

-unexpected-

Going for mass today was one of those that is especially really nice to go because the visiting priest really had a very good sense of humour that we laughed half the time during his homily(Preaching, so to call).. Very good week and very good day!!

I have realised that...........

My tolerance level is getting lower as compared to before,
I'm no longer as patient as I was,
I'm being very attitude to people..

SHIT! This cannot go on!!!!!!! hahaha!!

Anyway enjoyed myself very much on Monday and Tuesday,
Monday was out with 3Js, went for jap buffet lunch, karaoke and then dinner around paradiz street that side!! It was damn enjoyable esp. the karaoke, apart from the usual scoldings which I got from them which I'm already used to.. haha! Like damn ke lian ar!!

Then on Tuesday, met up with DQ,SS,VV for mahjong session and abit of texas poker.. Our aim was to determine the person who treat/ pay most for dinner!! haha.. Quite fun though but we are like killing each other in a way!! haha!! and now the two girls are somewhat addicted to Mahjong! haha.. ok, Just end with a pic which I think is damn nice!! hahaha

So much have happened since the last time I blogged, Graduation night is over and I spent the whole night laughing non-stop and the food was better than I have expected haha!! and so, this means I'm gonna continue bumming and slacking during this holiday till I get myself work or something meaningful to do! haha..

Actually I have so much to type in this space, so much anger to vent here.. But I guess I will vent out part of it here......

I treated you as if you didn't exist, look at the way you talk and your actions..
You really think you deserve respect when you dun even respect ppl, I was really shock when those came out from your mouth.. You will be the last person that I expect ppl to respect you..
Now I really get it, why people are acting the way they were or are..
Now I know why all these are happening to you..
And I'm so glad that you are not inside, because you will be adding to the cui situation which we are all seeing now..
Take a look at your pathetic state now, you deserve this very well..
Yet, you do not see how people are reacting to you..
Pls wise up and mature.. This world does not owe you a living nor anyone else does..
The only thing that I see in your face is a confused and all you do is to try to attract attention, Try harder then maybe someday you will succeed..
As for now, enjoy leading your screw up life.. Congrats!