Saturday, December 12, 2009
You know, I actually have loads of things to type here.. too much for me to recall all at a time but I will always choose what to type here and what to keep with me..
Well, currently I'm meeting my friends whom I havent met for so long, esp. those who just finish their A level.. it's just so awesome to sit down and start chatting together and updating each other about our own life.. I know December will be a good good month!! haha..
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Sometimes, I just feel that I'm taking advantage of how nice people are treating me at work(Pls do not ask me about it) that I feel I don't deserve that kind of treatment.. I feel blessed and contented with it.. How contridicting humans are huh? When they are treated too good, they think they dont deserve it.. When they are treated badly, they just go on complaining about it.. I'm surely guilty of that..
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Seriously, I dun know.. If I had a choice, I wanna cut it all away so that I won't have any problems about it.. This is not the first time I'm facing this, just so tired about it.. Why can't you people be more sensitive ? U know, I can go to extreme ends that I can be heartless? I do not care about what people say about me or how bastard I am towards someone or what, try asking those who I have done that to.. cos there is no such word as regret in my dictionary..
P.S: If you do not understand what I have wrote, dun ask because it's not meant for you to understand.. haha
till we meet again,
Nicholas
1:46 AM