Had a merry merry christmas last week, together with loads of chocolates.. haha Correct me if I'm wrong, but from what I know, Christmas lasts for 12 days, so why the belated christmas wishes ? Come on!!

I'm looking forward to tomorrow since Monday at work!! cos it's a half day and new year's eve, it spells happiness!! haha.. but guess what, one day before the day I'm still looking forward to... something really pissed me off at work in the morning and luckily in the afternoon, everything was just fine..

I bet anyone who is good tempered will also be angry.. Some facts before my story, I enjoyed working with the two ladies and gentlemen who I always help.. They are seriously nice people who are also similar like me, who are never early for work or come back lunch on time and are always there to teach me when I'm unsure.. I can say, I met the right people for work.. haha!

So today, one ordinary day, I had outstanding work from yesterday(which is normal).. In the morning, I had to rush because I had reports to do in the afternn and won't be free tomorrow either cos of routine work and half day.. While rushing my work, this lady came to me and told me that this work is urgent and I need to prioritise it.. Fine, I did it as what she said and while doing, more mails come in like nobody's business.. I thought nevermind, can rush through it and finish by this week..

This is the peak, I turned around a couple of times and look at her, she is reading emails after emails and forwarding it to me to complete.. The next time, I turned around, she was talking and laughing on the phone(Personal, not about work) for so damn long and not doing any single shit.. I can no longer stand it already and after the phone call, she came to my table to ask me to print something.. I told her straight in an awful tone that I cannot do everthing single thing by this week! and so she started being nice and told me that not all are important.. do the ones that are important first.. so she scan through and briefly told me the important ones..

Shortly after that, she went off to lunch 10 mins earlier and came back 1 hr and 15 mins late.. that means she took 2 hrs 25 mins for lunch(Not saying that I came back on time too, but earlier than her).. and there she was, knowing that Im not happy, she tried to turn the situation around by telling me there are food on the table, just eat.. Secondly, she came and asked me if everything is alright and I replied yes and she said I sounded stress in the morning.. The last she did was to send me an email about life which reads "When things in your life seem almost too much to handle"..

Look, I don't care about my grade during this attachment.. I know she will be grading me the most(they all give good grades btw), but I dun look at grades.. I'm not piss off by the workload, I took more work previously.. The point is, when she is the only one who can help me by doing some work, she talked on the phone(People did mention before).. it is not an issue in my department because it is politics free..

Despite this, Im still happy at work and am still look forward to tomorrow and everything that is gonna happen!!!

Lastly! Happy New Year!!!

While hanging out in the night earlier on, one of my bro(not real bro!) said"How he wish he could go back to secondary school and learn chinese again.."

Without a single doubt, I agreed with him esp. so after my few years in poly!! It's not cool to not be able to speak decent chinese.. haha, but thinking back in secondary school, it's a norm not to speak chinese because somehow if you do, you will be called cheena..haha.. and we concluded and know all along that our enviroment affects us.. and it's a good thing Lee Kuan Yew or government is doing sth about to allow students to have interest in chinese or sth along that line..

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Unappreciative bastards should fuck off and be taken out from my social circle..

People tend to be mistaken that competitors are always the people around or the people who joined a particular competition.. But have you ever taken a step back to think again? that the true competitor is always yourself because in order to win others, you will need to win yourself first..

Winning others should be seen as a bonus instead of your goal & aim and yet some people just don't think it that way.. Everytime you compete, you must try to break your record and I believe it gives you the most sense of satisfaction compared to what others will be able to give you.. Look at it this way, an improvement from your previous result is already winning yourself..

Sometimes, I just don't really understand some people who just wanna win each other when the real competitor is none other than yourself.. This logic is extremely applicable in many areas of your life than you can ever imagine..

Does it set you thinking ?

You know, I actually have loads of things to type here.. too much for me to recall all at a time but I will always choose what to type here and what to keep with me..

Well, currently I'm meeting my friends whom I havent met for so long, esp. those who just finish their A level.. it's just so awesome to sit down and start chatting together and updating each other about our own life.. I know December will be a good good month!! haha..

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Sometimes, I just feel that I'm taking advantage of how nice people are treating me at work(Pls do not ask me about it) that I feel I don't deserve that kind of treatment.. I feel blessed and contented with it.. How contridicting humans are huh? When they are treated too good, they think they dont deserve it.. When they are treated badly, they just go on complaining about it.. I'm surely guilty of that..


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Seriously, I dun know.. If I had a choice, I wanna cut it all away so that I won't have any problems about it.. This is not the first time I'm facing this, just so tired about it.. Why can't you people be more sensitive ? U know, I can go to extreme ends that I can be heartless? I do not care about what people say about me or how bastard I am towards someone or what, try asking those who I have done that to.. cos there is no such word as regret in my dictionary..

P.S: If you do not understand what I have wrote, dun ask because it's not meant for you to understand.. haha

It's been a long time since I actually went into blogger to type something out, no particular reason though.. maybe not in the mood for it.. haha.. Many people to thank out there for making my birthday memorable and it's so much better without the flag-pole or tearing underwear shit last year!! haha..

Well, immediately after my birthday, full focus on internship.. though that period seriously suck to the core with all the rushing and everything.. Glad that I managed to pull it through, presented to the lady who I worked most for and received some very positive comments from her.. and also went back to school to present to L.O too.. I dun expect good result from this attachment cos it doesn't really matter to me like always..

People to thank who have made my day mine!!(In sequence of celebration)

1) CIP team!! Thank you guys for the lovely flowers, crumpler bag, dinner feast and cake!!

2)Almadil!! Seriously It was THE surprise, cos I did not sense anything at all till we enter the chalet.. thanks everyone, the night was fun!! and sorry for not being able to join you guys after the first night..

3)My bros!! thanks for the really-filling dinner and always there to celebrate my bday.. thanks again!!

4)My family!! for always celebrating year after year, something to be blessed about and not taken for granted!! and the steam boat was nice!!

5)Chaos!! seriously, the fame I'm getting for the video is really shocking and uncalled for though I dun regret making that speech.. Thanks for always being such a sweet bunch of people and including Cinday for calling me immediately after coming back from M'sia.. It's one of the very best time I spent with you all laughing so much so much and felt so damn happy for I-dun-know what reasons but just so high!!

6)My aunty!! for always making it a point to be generous to me!! appreciate the lunch!!

7)My band of brothers!! I didnt know Kushinbo buffet was treated by all of you till when it was time to bill, haha.. thanks alot, expecting more outings!!

Lastly, it's to everyone who took the effort to call or msg or fb or in anyway including unexpected wishes from people.. Thank you so much cos it made my day mine!!

For pictures, go to my facebook though not all the celebration have pictures!