Why is it that always after I made the decision in this matter, I'll always go back n re-think??

Confusion always come from contradiction..

and contradiction happens because

the mind does not feel like the heart,

and the heart does not think like the mind..

When your hearts say sth, and your mind telling you the other..

Somehow, phobia increase and confident goes down,
how do u instill confidence back??

Going through the same old thing again seems impossible..

Yes, and I'm early for my 8am lesson!! haha!

Thought that I should spend sometime to update on this blog! haha..
Shall start off with my trip to Bangkok.. Apart from not having enough sleep, everything was simply good.. and it just shows how much I miss taking plane or going overseas for a long time now due to reasons like my brother was in the army.. The trip was all about eating good food, shopping till your legs are tired, massage and maybe enjoying the skyline of bangkok.. nah, but it's something like Singapore, nothing really amazing.. and the last time I went to bangkok was 10 yrs old.. goodness, it has change quite alot.. Personally, I like the massage which was dirt cheap as compared to Singapore and also the food esp. the breakfast on 76th level overlooking the entire bangkok.. yea and I stay in the tallest hotel/tower in bangkok which was worth every cent because people pay to go up and I can just go up anytime I like.. Saturday night was the worse, because so many people were rushing up.. but lucky for us, we were out of the hotel for dinner.. haha!! ok, I guess it pretty sum up my trip..

Now, it's all about finishing projects,tests and exams till a short break..

Paved with adversities, believe and faith is all I need.. I pray that everything will just turn out fine.. It's my doing, there's nothing more to say..

BAD BAD DAY!!!!

Waited damn long for my dentist to be done with the patient before mine, ended up cabbing to school so that I will not be late esp. during this lecturer's class who always kpkb ppl for coming late for his lesson!! haha.. Complete Tourism project at 6pm only to know that I have a very very bad headache..it was unbearable till I decided to cab back home during half my journey home.. Enough to summarise my day !??!?! oh yea, and I receive yet another warning email for one of my module.. kind of expected, from now on, absent from school=taking MC.. and my MSN decided not to work on me today.. siannnnnnnnn

been an extremely bad week so far!!! haha.. Started with fever on Saturday night, decided to go to doctor on Monday and got 3 days MC.. and last night, my stomach got so pain and unbearable.. only manage to sleep at 4am and cough is visiting me too!! oh well, when your sick, everything just come..

putting that aside, school have started and projects are coming also.. this holiday been really good and slack,sleeping in the morning and waking up only in the afternoon.. manage to do almost everything I wanted for the holiday including slacking! wahaha.. okok till next time