ok.. I'm getting irritated over the slightest thing now.. have no idea why.. somehow or rather, I dun feel like goin school nowadays.. haha! getting rather sian of it.. everything seems so fake now.. once again, i was brought down to earth n reality.. and this time it hit me very very hard.. I can say that I no longer have the believe, no more confident, no more everything.. pardon me for being so moody today.. I need time to recover too.. it takes 2 hand to clap.. and if i'm trying very hard.. and who knows one day, it might just repel.. never test me.. cos i think i will repel..

the journey up is better than being at the top seriously.. i just realise that too.. and now i just feel like climbing n climbing..