I'm inspired to blog, to write something which is inspiring. Different people have different writing style. Let me keep this post short n sweet. I always have this belief to look into the future in order to succeed in life. I learn this through the hardest way possible that till now it is in my head. Not everyone can visualise this but for those who can, it shows alot about yourself. At times, reality can hit u down right till you can't even breathe just like being at the bottom of the ocean. However, when you bounce up, it will be even higher where you first were from. This is call reality. It is so hard to accept but yet the most effective way for you to grow up and gain maturity. Many a times, reality test your level of patience and tolerance. The only way to succeed is by not giving up and giving in to circumstances. Having a firm belief and visualising to what you will become after your torment is the only way to prove your strength in life. Being weak is the only way to be strong and being strong is the only way to prove how much you have been through in life. Knowing how much you have been through in life will show your character and attitude.

words of wisdom from the author himself.. haha!!

ok.. I'm getting irritated over the slightest thing now.. have no idea why.. somehow or rather, I dun feel like goin school nowadays.. haha! getting rather sian of it.. everything seems so fake now.. once again, i was brought down to earth n reality.. and this time it hit me very very hard.. I can say that I no longer have the believe, no more confident, no more everything.. pardon me for being so moody today.. I need time to recover too.. it takes 2 hand to clap.. and if i'm trying very hard.. and who knows one day, it might just repel.. never test me.. cos i think i will repel..

the journey up is better than being at the top seriously.. i just realise that too.. and now i just feel like climbing n climbing..

Well done! I haven't spoke to my mum since yesterday.. we just walked pass each other at home.. Yesterday we did exchange a few sentences but it was with attitude.. oh well, i guess this will end pretty soon.. hopefully tonight or tmr.. anyway didnt feel like going out today so ps my friends.. this week is one of my worst week I guess.. it just sux big time.. just finish watching 1 litres of tears.. moving n touching..
just take it like as if my fault, if that makes u feel better..

I dun wan our friendship to change over wat I have said to you.. really.. I know u do not want it too.. but it is sure to be different.. I know and you know..
I know you will be scared and have doubts..
I know that I'm the only person who always try to ask u to be opened..
I know u tried to be opened with me..
I know you tell me the most..
I wanna be that friend who you tell me your stuff..
I dun wan it to change..
I know I can't take back watever I said to you..
but this is for sure, I want you to be my best friend.. really..

Honesty is the best policy.. is it ? to me, it is forever..

Please do not ask me anything regarding this post.. but I'm not emoing or anything..

hahaha!!! today felt so much opposite from yesterday, energy re charged!! haha.. maybe cos i didnt felt so relax for the past few days.. Went out with camp ppl for swesens today.. about 20 of us turn up.. haha.. b4 the dinner, went to far east.. didnt realise that it has change quite abit.. haha.. i spend about 1 hr doing my work in sch which i think was effective haha.. manage to understand something.. if only i can do that for every chapter in every module.. haha!! impossible!

Social Psychology was interesting on wed.. Our main purpose is to see how ppl react to certain event.. haha.. Shar's team was having pinic at orchard.. damn funny.. as for my team, we wanted to test "to wat extent will a shop owner persuade their customer to buy their product".. time taken was the most important factor for us.. haha.. ok anyway the worst part of this project is actually getting ppl to do survey during lunch time.. but i still manage to get it done fast.. I actually approach a lady who only know how to speak chinese, dun know whether is she from china or not.. ok so this is wat happened.. I asked her in english whether she is free to do a survey for me, she replied saying that she dun understand english in somewhat broken english.. haha.. so i speak to her in chinese.. it was damn pai seh, cos i think very long of how to rephrase my question in chinese and i guess it sux.. haha.. damn pai seh..

and guess wat?! now whenever Im in mdes clubhse, I have to speak chinese if not for every word of english, I will be charged 10 cents.. and its already 5$ i think.. haha stupid game.. I doubt I will attempt to speak chinese and I wont pay either.. haha.. but should I consider improving my chinese?? haha cos its sux and i know its kind of a little disgrace not to be able to speak at least a decent sentence.. haha!! oh well.....

Thanks for listening to me ranting!!

back!! AGM has just ended not too long ago.. haha it was short n sweet!! Now, I feel like as if my energy has totally drained out!! but yet I have so many assignments to do.. My weekend will be burned into smoke.. okok, at least, I still have my social life.. oh well.. I'm tired.. but who is not ?
Hope that there will never be a time that I feel like giving up!! haha!! Actually I have alot to rant.. but nvm.. i dun wan to do that now.. if not, i wont stop! haha.. till then....

haha been a week since I've updated..many things happen, Things-to-do list is just increasing and I'm lazy to clear it.. haha

-AGM will be very soon, i think it will be very interesting.. so looking forward to it.. haha

-it seems that time is not enuff for sleeping n completing of work..

-so many deadlines to meet.. but yet feel so lazy to do..

-physically tired and will be mentally tired very soon!! haha!!

-not bothered with stuff which i shouldnt and for that I'm extremely happy..

that sums up my week..haha!! hope to have gd days n weeks ahead!

Sunday night was gd!! with tong n chia watching the finals at chia hse then to school.. Was reluctant at first cos was a little tired and lazy.. but due to persuasion, haha i went.. had quite gd prata,cards game,talking cock n tidbits.. then chia had to do the greatest thing of all.. introduing this song dying inside to hold you by timmy thomas.. haha.. lyrics meaningful and a nice song to sing.. haha.. so in return, i keep singing to them.. haha.. fun nite out!! but lecture the next day sux, slept the whole way.. couldn't take it.. haha..

okok will leave u with the lyrics of the song!!


Dying Inside To Hold You lyrics
Artist - Timmy Thomas
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Dying Inside To Hold You

It's turning out just another dayI took a shower and
I went on my way
I stopped there as usual
had a coffee and pie
when i turned to leave
i couldn't believe my eyes

standing there i didn't know what to say
without one touch
we stood there face to face

Chorus'(And) i was dying indside to hold you
i couldn't believe what i felt for youdying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you

you said hello then u asked my name
i didn't know if i should go all the way
inside i felt my life have really changed
i knew that it would never be the same

standing there i didn't know what to say
first time looked away when i whispered your name

Chorus 2x
one hello changed my life
i didn't believe in love at first sight
but you've shown me what is lifeand I now i know my love (i know it's coming right)