Games day and Trial camp is over!! means that FOC is really coming soon.. anyway loads of feelings to be expressed.. anyway both of the events were fun and of cos with a little stress into it.. but they are kept at minimum..

I'm in the organising committee of this camp.. Frankly speaking, I enjoy doing what I'm doing now.. but of cos that means not being able to be with section leaders, not being able to have fun and not really being able to feel wat they are feeling.. Peharps, ppl might think being OC is fun but wat ppl dun see its the pressure and stress they are facing.. haha.. well it cannot be seen if u dun understand.. seriously, OCs dun need to be appreciated or anything of that sort, as long ppl understand us and our job.. and as long we work towards our aim of making FOC the best camp ever.. everything will be much better.. so far, during the trial camp we make that point across everyone.. so far so gd.. haha but it will be better that of they understand our situation

I believe how well a committee does is how well the committee members being able to give and take.. All committee and groups surely have some either minor or major conflict.. it wont be a committee if everything is perfect or close to it.. likewise, as long everyone works towards the same goal everything will be gd..

To this particular group of ppl, after hearing all those, if i say that I'm not disappointed i will be lying.. I didnt know that it was even happening.. it shows how much of a failure I'm.. I've failed.. seriously.. I just hope for a clear blur sky after rainfall.. I do feel the gap now after this.. so wat if my job is done and how well I do if i've failed to understand u all and to know all of u.. I'm not emoing.. but just disappointed.. oh well, just need to pray hard..

there are just too many feelings inside.. What happened to the Nicholas who sleep alot and take life easy attitude ??! haha.. I care so much becos this means alot to me.. to make this successful is my only aim now.. but if at any point in time, i think i cannot do it and accomplish my job, i will quit.. I'm dead serious about this.. On a brighter side, at least everything is goin as per normal and almost as planned.. haha.. okok goin to sleep now