Games day and Trial camp is over!! means that FOC is really coming soon.. anyway loads of feelings to be expressed.. anyway both of the events were fun and of cos with a little stress into it.. but they are kept at minimum..

I'm in the organising committee of this camp.. Frankly speaking, I enjoy doing what I'm doing now.. but of cos that means not being able to be with section leaders, not being able to have fun and not really being able to feel wat they are feeling.. Peharps, ppl might think being OC is fun but wat ppl dun see its the pressure and stress they are facing.. haha.. well it cannot be seen if u dun understand.. seriously, OCs dun need to be appreciated or anything of that sort, as long ppl understand us and our job.. and as long we work towards our aim of making FOC the best camp ever.. everything will be much better.. so far, during the trial camp we make that point across everyone.. so far so gd.. haha but it will be better that of they understand our situation

I believe how well a committee does is how well the committee members being able to give and take.. All committee and groups surely have some either minor or major conflict.. it wont be a committee if everything is perfect or close to it.. likewise, as long everyone works towards the same goal everything will be gd..

To this particular group of ppl, after hearing all those, if i say that I'm not disappointed i will be lying.. I didnt know that it was even happening.. it shows how much of a failure I'm.. I've failed.. seriously.. I just hope for a clear blur sky after rainfall.. I do feel the gap now after this.. so wat if my job is done and how well I do if i've failed to understand u all and to know all of u.. I'm not emoing.. but just disappointed.. oh well, just need to pray hard..

there are just too many feelings inside.. What happened to the Nicholas who sleep alot and take life easy attitude ??! haha.. I care so much becos this means alot to me.. to make this successful is my only aim now.. but if at any point in time, i think i cannot do it and accomplish my job, i will quit.. I'm dead serious about this.. On a brighter side, at least everything is goin as per normal and almost as planned.. haha.. okok goin to sleep now

Peer Mentoring Camp which also stands for PMC has just ended.. yet another fun filling and memorable camp at St. John’s island.. first time being there!!the feeling there is gd mainly becos is not on the main land of s’pore.. haha.. another word for it will be resort(NO stress and handphone reception!!).. Made many new friendsJ !!
A night before the camp, I fell ill.. my mum told me not to go for it.. but I insisted becos I knew I will miss out all the fun and also might not have a chance to be in the Freshmen Orientation Camp FOC.. haha lucky for me in the morning I was perfectly fine but just being a little tired cos of having only 2 hrs of sleep.. took antibiotics during the camp was not that difficult as I thought.. haha.. It rained most of the time during the camp but all the activities still go on as usual except for one if I’m not mistaken.. haha..
Day 1- Night walk alone!!! Haha in the whole island!! Freaky but the feeling is very relax.. haha.. we got to walk along the beach then forest following the light sticks.. haha.. fun and cool!! Kidnapped game is the best and the most challenging game!! Also did mass dance and cheers and came up with group name.. not forgetting station games too in the rain!! Fun fun!!
Day 2- The great wall of china!! Best activity.. haha.. Since the start of the camp, I have expected this activity.. haha the only reason why we call it leadership camp.. It was the test of working together, fighting as a team,bonding and many more.. Physically and mentally challenging activites.. nothing new to me.. Try it, taste it, do it, experience it since I was sec 1 in Military band.. if I could handle it when I was sec 1, I dun see any reason why I can’t now.. haha.. okok anyway it goes like that.. 1 hr of constant verbal abuse and physical torture!! We were given 10 secs to get into rows of 6.. took 45 secs more.. so ended up doin 45 sets of Buddha clap and UFO sth(haha cant remember).. then did another 20 sets of it.. Next is the great wall of china where all the group members’ hands and legs will locked together so as not to get push or pull by any of our instructor and camp personnel.. just imagine 3 to 5 adults pulling girls and guys and on top of that got verbal abuse!! But in the end my group succeeded!! We didn’t manage to let anyone take our members out from our group.. many ppl cried in the process but but we got bonded.. NO PAIN NO GAIN!! Lucky for all of us, no fights or arguments.. haha.. during the de-brief haha I teared a little.. haha.. cos touching!!
We had station games again, this time at the beach!! Haha.. learnt a new game called human centipede.. Ended up playing many other games in the jetty while collecting our lunch (almost all our activities were either near or at the jetty itself).. we also learnt all our mass dance steps, created our cheer for camp fire at night.. Had indoor camp fire due to unpredicted weather.. everyone was dam high.. My group performance was also good, maybe not the best.. our mass dance was almost in the top 2 but it wasn’t selected for the FOC,, have to admit that it wasn’t really catchy.. haha.. then followed by talks from our respective instructors and pictures taken in the camp.. nice nice!! Oh yea we also learn our mass dance for FOC
3rd day was spent cleaning up, practice our mass dance and at 10 am we left St. John’s island..
Overall, Memorable camp!!! And of cos one of the best camp!! Hands, legs, body all aching plus mosquito and ant bites all over my body!

I can't read your minds.. That's a fact.. I don't know what exactly you people are driving at.. all I know is I know what I'm doing, I dun need all of u to understand my intentions..