hello world, I'm bored!! have practically no aim during this holiday.. though I love this kind of do-nothing holiday and its my first time having such wonderful holiday.. haha.. but yet here I'm complaining bout it.. hope that ppl will jio me out during this free period of mine.. if not when freshmen orientation camp starts, I'll be busy again.. so I must enjoy now.. if not too late already.. Now for some feelings..

Somehow or rather, looking back, I feel like I've wasted some yrs in my life.. those yrs that I could have done something productive.. I look at some ppl, look at myself again only to feel useless in some ways.. haha no joke.. sometimes i also admire some ppl.. haha thats common rite ?? well, I hope that I wont waste my life in future or now.. talking bout future.. wat future do i have ?? haha.. being pessmistic here.. well I still like my life now so heck care la..haha

Ever since CNY, my maternal grandfather has been weak and not been in gd health.. so now I'm spending more time to take care of him and accompany him.. I hope he will be strong again.. when I was young, he took good care of me.. now I'm repaying wat he did to me.. everytime when i see him in pain, it just hurts me.. thats how much i care for him and so does everyone in the family.. nvm.. I believe he will be strong again..praying hard..

well thats all I have for now.. till then..