hello world, I'm bored!! have practically no aim during this holiday.. though I love this kind of do-nothing holiday and its my first time having such wonderful holiday.. haha.. but yet here I'm complaining bout it.. hope that ppl will jio me out during this free period of mine.. if not when freshmen orientation camp starts, I'll be busy again.. so I must enjoy now.. if not too late already.. Now for some feelings..

Somehow or rather, looking back, I feel like I've wasted some yrs in my life.. those yrs that I could have done something productive.. I look at some ppl, look at myself again only to feel useless in some ways.. haha no joke.. sometimes i also admire some ppl.. haha thats common rite ?? well, I hope that I wont waste my life in future or now.. talking bout future.. wat future do i have ?? haha.. being pessmistic here.. well I still like my life now so heck care la..haha

Ever since CNY, my maternal grandfather has been weak and not been in gd health.. so now I'm spending more time to take care of him and accompany him.. I hope he will be strong again.. when I was young, he took good care of me.. now I'm repaying wat he did to me.. everytime when i see him in pain, it just hurts me.. thats how much i care for him and so does everyone in the family.. nvm.. I believe he will be strong again..praying hard..

well thats all I have for now.. till then..

omg...only 68 posts so far?!?!
i shall have the honour of writing the 69th one.

well, there's this guy who expects me to get songs for him like i'm his music box. anw, he owes me one. not only one. but many ones.
den ltr on, he keeps telling me he's bored. like what m i supposed to do if he's bored?
aft tt, he says he supports local production. claims that he has watched abit of 881. listens to the soundtracks of it. woah~wonderful support!!!
&& he's so blur that he claims that he forget what an IT Show is. actually, he doesnt knw what's an IT Show.

Guess its time for me to blog once again.. haha..CNY is over!! Exams are also over!! Yay!!
let me start by talking bout CNY.. on the eve of the eve of CNY, everything was so rush.. Had to finish my maths online, have pack my messy rm and help wit decorations in my hse.. haha.. really busy.. then CNY was fun.. haha thats all then came exams..

well.. I tink i will pass all my modules at least.. Most confident wit Introduction to logistic then Business finance and finally maths.. talking about my maths, I notice a trend in my maths over the semester.. Started wit a grade A for my quiz 1, then B for quiz 2, then C for common test, then D for quiz 3 and finally my exam which i think i will just scrape thru.. see the trend.. thats my attitude thru the semester.. haha..

anyway quite happy for Singapore holding the first youth olympic games.. I mean Singaporeans are all so enthu about having it in S'pore.. so many support and all that kind of thing.. at least it pays off.. haha.. wonder if the revenue earned will be much more than the expenses of upgrading the facilities.. well, we will see in 2 yrs time..

till next time..

做人不容易
做好人更不容易
So far my week has been very dramatic with so many things happening.. made me wonder whether did I make the correct decision.. whatever it is, if I'm in the wrong, then I 'll face the consequences myself not blaming anyone.. well.. so test next week follow by CNY which I'm really looking forward.. somehow I feel like a kid, getting excited over CNY.. haha.. I look young and have a young heart.. so I guess I'll be forgiven for that.. haha

anyway decided to add some chinese in my blog to make it look better.. and hopefully I'll be able to improve my chinese.. haha.. Sometimes, i really wonder.. why must it always happen after an event like that ?? I mean after so long, why is it still the same ?? as much as I try so hard, it wont change.. haha nvm nvm.. abit random.. well at least I got my answer.. okok.. shouldnt type this kind of emo stuff cos I'm actually happy.. how contradicting ? haha.. YES life is that contradicting.. haha.. anyway thanks Jiaying for helping me wit the chinese words.. gonna learn more frm u..
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