I'm in trouble man.. I made the wrong decision by chao-ing and pon-ing classes both tutorial and lectures.. and its a habit now.. which is damn hard to change.. For Bizca module, my tutor/ lecturer came up to me and asked my reason for not attending classes.. He told me that I might be de-barred from my exam.. which i dun wan to.. Next is my maths, not been goin for classes= not being able to do work.. I just copy my tutorial without understanding.. Now there are 2 options for me, 1. To simply give up and just try to pass all my modules or 2. To not skip classes and work hard starting frm now till my exams.. I believe its not too late.. haha.. I'm not so stupid to choose the first choice.. so I will try to kick my habit and hopefully see the results from it.. Not easy but What in this world is easy man ?! haha okok.. goin to do some work now..

I was given this title " most "keep to himself" person: NIC for being horribly dormant for the whole year." refering to 2007.. haha.. this is actually one of my aim last year.. I'm consistently changing every year.. I think is for the better haha.. maturing.. my thinking did change a little regarding keeping secrets to myself.. is not that i don't trust ppl.. but more of having a "bo chap" attitude.. haha yea.. so pls dun mind me being like that.. haha

Slept at 4 last nite=not goin school today.. Felt lazy, decided not to attend lectures.. which i think is also useless.. so I'm very free now.. guess gonna do some tutorial for tmr.. haha okok gonna continue slacking now..

I'm damn proud of myself being optimistic and for controlling my anger haha.. gd start to my new year..

I went for St. Patrick's sch military band passing out parade.. it was much better than I've expected it to be.. The band is slowly improving.. haha gd sign.. its not as bad as some alumni thinks.. Time will just speak for itself..

Went for KTV after that.. as usual it was fun..

anyway I dont really know how to describe my feelings in words.. seriously.. haha.. its about friends.. Friends can make your day.. but friends can also spoil your day.. thats wat I learn.. listening too much of stories is bad.. really.. like now.. haha okok I should be glad that it is not as bad as it may seems.. my attitude towards friends is still the same.. not happy wit me, kindly get out of my life.. I dun need you to be in it.. its not a big deal.. haha..

Still being optimistic and happy go lucky!!! Hope this wont stop..