Just packed my bag for langkawi trip tmr... I mean later.. haha.. hope that I dun forget to bring anything.. I wasn't feeling excited nor happy till yesterday.. dun exactly know y.. but nvm.. I'm excited now.. will be back on fri morning.. till then, pls do not miss me haha..

Learnt sth very valuable, made up my mind.. at least I'm seeing clear blue sky now instead of misty sky..

Exams are over!!! haha.. Results are coming out in 14 sept if I'm not wrong.. but who cares ?! enjoy first!!

Went for class outing at sentosa today.. sentosa = sun burnt.. haha .. it was fun.. and I injured my leg.. luckily I'm not gonna start exercising next week because of langkawi.. if not I'll just be wasting my time not doing anything.. I can't believe that I'm not sleeping now.. I just had less than 3 hours of sleep last nite..haha

I have came out with my to-do-list plan during the holidays.. will be catching up and goin out with many ppl.. so pls ask me out.. haha

campus superstar just ended.. the grandfinals wasn't wat I've expected but then again its all secondary school students.. and Shawn , the 13 yr old is the champion.. haha more or less expected.. at first, I wasnt interested in this campus superstar thing haha.. then I watched one espiode on mobtv.. and started to like it.. haha ok thats bout it for now..

self reflection..

YES!! 2 modules down.. 1 more to go..

2 more days n I'm done wit 1st semester.. so fast.. haha well.. today's exam went quite alrite.. but I must say if I 've started a week earlier on memorising all the 4 chapters, I would have done better.. I was rushing, trying to finish memorising all the 4 chapters yest.. and i only knew the surface of these chapters.. well at least I could pass wit that.. but I'm happy that finally I'm left wit 1 more module to go!!! Not expecting that my result will be good.. haha there's always another semester.. haha.. I will start choing-ing my last module in a few hrs time.. after taking a nap of cos.. haha..

1 module down.. Left with 2 more modules.. Looking forward to holidays..

Just finish my applied statistic paper.. It went rather well I guess.. made a couple of wrong decision during the paper but manage to change it.. and my decision could cost me like 30 marks down the drain.. haha.. I almost wanted to give up the paper when I didnt know to do a question but in the end, I change my choice of question and it was so much easier.. haha thats bout it .. gonna start studying for my next exam..

SELF-DISCIPLINE = 0% HAHA

yea.. exams is in a week.. but still.. I'm very reluctant to study .. how ? how? how ?
I really think that I'll just pass my exams.. but I still dun feel the sense of urgency.. haha I think I 'm such a failure man!!!!! haha.. I guess i just dun have the motivation to study .. thats all.. I know i can find the motivation but i dun wan to find... haha oh well.. we 'll see my result soon..

hello.. I wanna be 21 yrs old!!!! haha anyway just came back after celebrating my bro's 21st birthday dinner.. it was suppose to be on sat however he has guard duty during the weekends.. haha that's very unlucky of him.. but nvm.. he is out there enjoying himself rite now.. haha I really wanna be 21 yrs old now!!! My bro received so many angpows and presents!!!!! His cake which is in a shape of a key could possibly be distributed to 100 ppl... is really not a joke man.. is so huge that I'm tired of carrying it to the restaurant.. haha nvm.. yea.. so all of us had to eat very big pieces.. if not we 'll have a hard time bringing it hm again.. haha.. so we gave to the staff at red house restaurant and brought some hm.. I bought him a wallet which is not cheap but less than 100 hundred dollars .. I dun wanna be left wit no money after giving him the present.. oh haha and I bought a polo t-shirt for my dad also whose birthday is coming soon.. haha anyway as I have caculated .. haha my parents spent about 1.5 thousand or slightly less for his birthday this yr... I also wan!!! haha .. My chance will come soon I guess.. yea in about 3 yrs time..

anyway just went to read some bandmembers' blog... haha and they were all talking out relief of duty parade or in short R.O.D.. yea indeed it 's very saddening and u can see many guys cry.. haha.. I was like them when my seniors left.. haha but time flies i guess.. then it was my turn to leaving the band alr.. I felt sad n happy leaving the band.. more sadness of cos... I still remember receiving letters and a card from my lovely juniors.. and it was very very touching.. Till now.. details of the letters are still in my head.. and 1 yrs has pass.. It's their turn to leave..
All I wanna say is... Life goes on and memories etched in ur mind.. Memories are enuff.. hahahhaha

haha okok.. I've been blogging alot.. felt bored so here I'm again.. ok here is my horoscope for today..

The Bottom Line
A person from your past is back today -- and they are still all talk and no action!
In Detail
An amusing but somewhat deceitful person you thought was in your past will return in some form today -- either in the real world or online. They were all talk and no action then, and they are all talk and no action now, too -- you can (and should) bet on it. If someone you care about is falling under the spell of this person's dubious charm, you can be a good friend by giving them a heads-up. Of course, they might ignore you, but you'll feel better if you make an effort to save them from wasting their time.

Let's see how true is it ........

May he rest in peace forever and
His family to come to terms with it...
I will always pray for u and ur family..
Everything is fated..
It is GOD's will..
We just have to accept it..

I've the mood to blog.. haha.. ok.. the past 2 weeks have been very hectic and busy for me due to the constructing of the float structure.. If u wan pictures of the float, pls go to Cindy's blog.. haha.. Now that the float structure is already done, we just have to wait till tuesday to showcase our float and know our result then..

Exams are coming real soon.. dun really know if i can even pass some of my modules.. well.. we 'll see it soon.. if I dun do well, it is my fault.. I'm slacking n slacked so much.. well well.. nth to say bout that la.. but polytechnic is all about self- discipline.. something which I terribly lack of..

I'm facing an obstacle now.. I really hope that I can face it and get over it real soon..
just so disappointed with myself.. Never have I expected to be so damn weak.. I thought I was strong.. but obviously it was proven otherwise..

just praying very very hard.. and waiting for sth to happen so at least I can accept and be happy with the outcome..

haha okok.. I'm not emoing.. emoing is a waste of time man.. hehe..

It feels like a long time since I last blog..
Life is still the same..
Busy with the float structure..
now studying for test tmr..
dun exactly have the mood to blog..
so I shall stop here..