hello.. been very busy lately.. reach home at 12am and have to wake up at 6 am.. did that for the first 3 days of the week.. and I just wanna say I'm truly and deeply sorry to those ppl whom I cannot go out with these few days.. I choose to use that time to sleep than go out because I'm afraid I might not be able to hang on for the rest of the weeks due to exams.. really very sorry.. I also didnt really had a chance to have a proper conversation with my parents.. only thru phone calls and messages.. but but.. I'll make sure that I will spend my holidays with everyone I couldnt meet up.. haha..

When u're down.. U should read the chicken soup book.. because it'll motivate u to be up there in the sky .. haha okok its lame.. learn sth very valuable from the book though its like my 83229820 times reading it.. haha

If u think ur life is bad, think about people worse than u .. and be lucky that u're in Singapore because how bad can ur life be in Singapore?! wit so many kind souls around u to give u both moral n physical support..

Just reach hm.. left sch late and went for supper.. everything was fun today.. from the morning till nite.. haha yea.. started on the ndp float.. and progress quite slowing because we were planning quite alot today.. yea.. but nvm.. we 'll finish by next week..

I failed my ASTATS test.. haha.. expected la.. I'm lucky if I didn't get 0 for the test.. so I was made to sit in front and listen to lesson.. yes and i learnt quite alot and ask silly questions..

haha I dun exactly know why.. but I'm starting to like mondays.. though it is the start of a new week.. gdgd.. this means that I longer feel moody on mondays but still feeling sian everyday.. like I said b4.. work just pile up in front of u .. its just whether u decide to do it or not..

thats all for now.. hope I can start studying on EIS.. like now !!!! see ya

Realise that I've been eating alot these few days.. haha.. not gd man.. anyway I dun exactly know why I feel very sick and uncomfortable when the weather is very cold though I'm sick.. but getting better.. haha.. just came back.. had a long and draggy day.. wanted to cut short my day by 2 hrs but couldnt because I gave my word.. haha.. Found out something which I wasn't suppose to know.. haha.. I very lucky.. at least I know about it.. ok.. the meeting we had today was quite alrite.. we're starting work already next week.. excited about it.. n I' working wit warren!! which will make it more fun.. ok.. thats about my life..wahahahaa

haha..I've been such a good boy.. went home straight after school yesterday n today.. reason being I'm sick!! flu and sore throat which i hate the most!! anyway sorry to those who asked me out but got turned down by me.. I feel damn bad.. but it was gd in some way because I actually study n did some work while at home.. yesterday's test was damn screwed and I just realise how pathetic my studies were.. haha I'm such a slacker man!! no gd man.. must improve but ah yea.. I'm lazy la.. everytime in class, I will tell myself to rest and then reach home n do work then at home, I will tell myself that I will do it in class the next day.. so as u can see.. nth gets done till last min.. haha this attitude is bad .. damn bad.. I'm like in a path to failure which I dread.. I should get out of the path.. and to the road to success.. haha.. okok.. shall end here b4 I start crapping..haha

Had fun last nite!! celebrated Gavin's birthday.. went swimming about 4 am and it was damn damn fun.. did stupid stuff there.. came back home today about 9am and slept till 6.30 pm.. I guess this is the only time in the week that I slept so much..

been having headaches very frequently this week like now.. 4 days out of 6 days.. thats alot man..

I'm left with 1 month to my major exams.. so my weekends will be for studying.. because that will only be the time that I concentrate the best.. so yea.. no more goin out I guess.. but again I'll always be tempted to go out.. haha.. okok I 'll try my best to study..

Am I just exhausted again?? I really don't think so.. I look forward to each day with a positive feeling.. but my actions are telling me that I'm exhausted.. In fact, I like my life now.. Challenges in front of me.. Leading everyday like a brand new day.. ok nvm.. I dun exactly care about it because I just know that I'm enjoying my life..

So much work to do.. they just pile up as weeks pass by.. I manage to clear my work last week but it seems that I haven't done anything.. because right in front of me are just tutorials.. one more presentation and other works..

Just had presentation.. It was rather good I guess..

Going for lunch soon..

In class now.. First time blogging in class though its very bad to blog at this time.. haha but I dun care..

This song " I never had a dream come true" is my all time favourite song man..
The words are so meaningful and true..
The song has a strong impact on people..
The feeling is so strong..

Here it's

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind,
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time.
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin',
How it could be now or might have been.
Oh, this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go...

I never had a dream come true
Til the day I found you.
Even though I pretend that I moved on,
You'll always be my baby.
I never found the words to say,
You're the one I think about each day.
And I know no matter where life takes me to,
A part of me will always be with you.

Somewhere in my memory,
I lost all sense of time.
And tomorrow can never beCause yesterday is all that fills my mind.
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin',
How it could be now or might have been.
Oh, this I know,
but still I can't find ways to let you go...

I never had a dream come true
Til the day I found you.
Even though I pretend that I moved on,
You'll always be my baby.
I never found the words to say,
You're the one I think about each day.
And I know no matter where life takes me to,
A part of me will always be...
You'll always be the dream that fills my head,
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will,
oh baby!You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget!
There's no use lookin' back or wonderin',
Because love is a strange and funny thing.
No matter how I try and try, I just can't say goodbye!No, no, no, no!

Time is passing so fast.. another week is coming to an end already.. This week has been relatively fruitful because I managed to study and did what I wanted to do.. and guess what ?! I've found a way to de-stress.. when I'm stress the next time then I 'll say what it is.. wahaha.. anyway I'll be busy again for the whole of next week.. quite sian .. but I rather be busy than to waste my time.. I would only wan to waste my time on sleeping.. because it's just so gd n shiok.. haha.. YES, I'm lazy.. wahaha.. but I guess sleeping is the only way to get out of ur busy life .. haha.. okok.. shall go n bathe now..

Just feel like blogging now!!

I just know in life, we've to move on..
The sky wouldn't stop turning dark after the sun sets..
The water wouldn't stop flowing in the river..
The day wouldn't stop..
People wouldn't stop moving..
Just because you're feeling down..

You just have to take whatever burdens with you and move on..
It's heavy and at times, difficult.. but if u start taking small steps n move on..
You 'll reach a place beyond your imagination..
Somewhere where true happiness is waiting for you..

Created by Nicholas Tan .. haha..

2nd day of feeling confused.. I know there are so many people out there which situation or life is worst than mine.. but I'm just feeling confused.. I know what's my next step but I guess there're mixed emotions in me.. all I need is GOD to show me the way.. hehe.. I just went for mass on sunday at holy trinity church.. and I was enlightened by what the priest said during homily and his childhood expierence.. ok I really love Holy Trinity church.. it was where I had my K 1& 2 education n all my church classes.. I learnt about GOD in there.. I'm thinking of attending all my masses in there already due to many reasons like is near my house.. okok shall bathe now..

CONFUSED.. confused.. COnfUSEd..

I'm here in my life to do all that I want.. to complete what I want.. to Achieve my targets..
Not to get involve in that complicated world..